God, I am upside down, in every respect. I’m afraid to approach you because I believe I’m not pure enough; I complain that I don’t feel and receive love while I’m not giving love, that I don’t have enough time to do your bid while I haven’t even tried to do it.
In this life, however, I’ve found that things work in the reverse order: You give more to those who spend more. You’ve said many times, “Eve! You don’t need to approach me when you’re pure, for then I’m already with you; you should approach me more often and precisely when you are impure, for my light repels your darkness. You’ll receive love when you give love and not the other way around, for how can I give you something if you’re not emptied of it already. And how can I extend your time if you haven’t already attempted to spend it! It’s simple: if you understand the wisdom of credit card companies, then you understand my wisdom too, for we all operate based on the same principle: you’re given credit if you’re credit worthy, and you show your credit-worthiness by spending and not by being a Scrooge with your blessings, with your time, love, and your soul. You receive only after you give it away freely, and not the other way around. Where’s your faith, Adam!”
NOEMAYA 